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Monday, November 23, 2009,12:52 AM
Hmm.
I seriously lack the skills in title making today.
Firstly, today was a pretty fulfilling day ;D
Woke up late, eventhough I set my alarm for 8, ended up waking at 11.
Went for Japanese Buffet at Sogo, then sorta shopped around. Managed to buy something for Moeko's mom for when I go to Japan and stay at her place this week. Also managed to buy a pair of black jeans for myself :DDDDD
After a LOOONG while at Sogo, went to Gardens/MV and looked for warm clothing. Bought a long sleeve shirt from Tropicana Life then a soft jacket from Animal. It's pretty damn gorgeous and I am very very happy with it. :)
OBTAINED! - Present for Moeko's Mom. - Black jeans :D - White long-sleeved shirt. - Animal Jacket :DDDD
Also, I am damn pissed off at Gardens (still) because their stupid toilets are not Asian friendly. At least, not 5"1 Asian girls like myself when they put the stupid hangar in the toilets something like 6-7 feet high on the wall. D:
Also, I MISSED THE MAMAs. I AM PISSED. ALSO, WHAT? GD CHANGED HIS HAIR??! Time to download, pplz. bb || tomapi
More about that some other other time, too late now. Tmr, maybe?
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edit; OH YOUNGBAE.
SHITTT *_______* YG EDIT VERSION. I have not watched but it's basically minus the storyline with A LOT MORE HOT choreography. I wants. A lot. But it's late. D: TOMORROW MORNING OMG.
Also, I really really love Sato Takeru. Even more so than Miura Haruma, probably. He's totally lovable and I love his blog. Squish. More on this later. (or in my happy place, aka dreamland. PLEASE.)
As much as I love Arashi and everything right, I don't see why THIS:
... isn't getting that much hype?
Seriously. I didn't even really know about this until it already came out, which is, pretty different, because I usually know KNOW JE things.
I dunno, I really really am enjoying this song. A lot. MAJOR ALOT. Sure, it's this insane colourful glittering song where pretty much 77.77% of K8's hair is BADquestionable, but I really really like it. I am a sucker for entertaining songs like this. Mad, colourful, entertaining songs which can be the tackiest things with the WORSE costumes and concepts. (See Arashi's Kitto Daijoubu or Nice na Kokoroiki; NEWS' Koi no ABO; or BIGBANG's Dirty Cash)
tl;drI am a sucker for eye-catching, ridiculously entertaining sparkly songs.
also; Ohkura is really, really hot in this. The drumming. And everything. Seriously. After the shade came off my eyes and I realized that Hina is really, quite uglyUNNATTRACTIVE, BUT ENTERTAINING; I have been leaning towards Ohkura quite a bit. He's HOT. And his voice can be mad LOW or really high.
Also, when Moeko was around and mentioned Ohkura as Tacchon, I kinda flailed a little inside, BECAUSE I HAVE NEVER HEARD IT BEING SAID IN PERSON. TACCHONNN. *___*
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Today I spent most of my time Youtubing, looking for K8's newest single and watching My Girl.
It was awesome. And I want to hear the whole single's songs so baddd! iPOD NOW!
Also, apologies to Yamapi. I don't like Loveless so much.
And have been (sorta) since the weekend, but confirmed on Monday. After my club trip to Sunway Lagoon Water Park. Which, most likely, did me in and startedthe sniffles and the fever.
But, if anything, I'm catching up on lost sleep! Yes I am. :) In the last 3 days alone, that's 62 hours btw, I think (and have roughly roughly calculated) that I've slept half my life away. 16 straight through with small 10 minute intervals every now and then from Monday night to Tuesday morning. Then Tuesday night I'd say 6 hours. Yesterday I did go to school for half a day but then I felt so baddd I got my mum to fetch me home early. Then I proceeded to sleep from 1pm to 7pm *___* Which is a LOT. So, another 6 hours there. Then last night I'd say about... 7 hours. So that's. About 37 hours.
... WOW. SERIOUSLY. I think that's sometimes more than I sleep in an ENTIRE WEEK.
Still needa go for the last day of school tomorrow to pick up my stuff, next years books, and YT, if she's coming over.
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I just watched My Girl Ep3 and Ep4 and SERIOUSLY. I do NOT like Hina's exwife. She sucks. A LOT. Just. YEAH.
You were completely right to tell me to not worry so much about the girl I hosted. Her name is Moeko, and the last I saw her was about 4 hours ago. I cried my eyes out when she had to leave, but hey. So did she! Okay, so I was sorta nervous when I first met her, because idk, duh, it was awkward la. But then, omgg. One of the first things she said was "profile" and I was like "eh?", then she said "eto.. A.. Arashi fan?". PHOOM. I was like, HERE IT COMES, OMG PANIC IN MY HEAD. And theeeeennn she pointed to herself and said "me too, Arashi fan!". I DIED. SHE LOVES SHO.
Queue gigantic hearts and love all around. She loves Mizushima Hiro. I love her!!! She's AMAZING CUTE in the girly cute. CUTE way, and idk, we actually managed to communicate through different ways like like kanji and hand gestures and references to dramas. hjhjksajksjkahs she mentioned ODEN and I was like. "EHH?" Because I remembered it from somewhere, then she said "YAMADA TARO MONOGATARI, NINO COOK?", and I was like OHHH. <3333333 HEARTS. ALL. AROUND. I miss her! But when I go to Japan I'm LUCKY, because she's hosting me, omg looking forward looking forward looking forwarrrdddddd.
I received Wink Up December, A packet of sweets (with animal patterns, and a sticker saying Dobutsuen!), a Sakura Hair Clip, A Hello Kitty plush slipper hand phone THING, Japanese Pringles and snacks, TV NAVI November, a million wonderful memories and a new friend. XDDDD
LYDIA I MISS YOU. I should PM you something long and ranty about the whole 3 days of homestay and exchange, BUT THIS SHOULD DO FOR NOW. I LOVE YOU. And yes, after reading your last few posts in one shot, YOU DO HAVE THE BEST WATERMELON IN THE WORLD. I am happy for youuu :D
Dear KK,
I love you lots and lots and lots. And miss you too. I do think sometimes, hey, it'd be great if KK were here. I miss you leh. I should be replying your email, and HECK I WANTED TO TALK ABOUT YOUR PROM, but my Japanese guest was here. Will try to email soon! :)
Dear Jes,
WOMAHN.
ghashghkhskjhaksh YOUR BLOG WHAT.
Okay, have been away from the com for the past... 5 days? ghajhjkahsjk WEDDING DRESS. IN IPOD. HAVE NOT WATCHED. KNOW IT WILL BE AWESOME, HOWS THE SITE? :D AND HAVE YOU SEEEEEN CHARLIEEEEEE? Please mail me. Or something. Also, I am behind on everything. ESP IRIS OMG.
Days to Japanese Students' Arrival - 2. Days to me EMCEE-ing for Japanese Students' Arrival - 2 ( DOOOM D: ) Days to clean up room for boarding my hostee - 2. ):
Days to Bible Knowledge Drama Competition - <s>5</s> MAKE THAT 2. Thursday, Friday, then my weekend is full of JEXCHANGE STUDENT and then Monday is my trip to the amusement park with Leo.
Days to Social Night - 8 Dress - 50/50 Choice between two. Sequins, or purple? Shoes - 0 Accesories - tba. New? Old? idk.
Days to Japan Trip - 14 ( TWO WEEKS :D YATTA! ) Days to Practice Performance for Japan Trip - 14 ( OH NOES. DD: )
What to do la.
Be happy about Japan. Be Happy about Japan. BE HAPPY. ABOUT. JAPAN.
Firstly, I AM A COMPLETE AND UTTER RETARD. I kept on going on to myself "Whyy. Why isn't my hostee/Japanese girl whose to come stay at my house contacting meeee?".
I checked my alternate email (my work email, hahaha) today and found out SHE EMAILED ME fhljahdjlahslj.
A week ago.
Imagine the amount of pure FAIL I just experienced, omg. It was in the junk pile and sitting there rotting! D: I'm so, sooo sorry KM-chan. I hope I didn't use very complicated english in my reply, I HOPE SHE CAN UNDERSTAND ME. She likes cooking. I am so doomed. She's allergic to ANIMALS, which I assume means FUR, AND I HAVE TWO DOGS. Bye, puppies, you're getting locked up this weekend, okay?
Secondly, I FEAR THE WORLD. I have not started cleaning my room yet, shitttt. My dad says that she might get allgergies just from getting into the same house as the dogs and fears she'll get hayfever whaaaat.
Thirdly, Social Night is in 2 weeks and I have no dress. Or shoes. Or accesories. Fail.
Fourthly, I really really am not sure as to where to bring KM this Friday.
Fifthly, I am scared of my uber-limited anime/manga/drama learnt and crashcourse friend's tutilage JAPANESE AS FAIL. Which it is.
Okay. Done.
Meanwhile, I love My Girl PV. Alot. A bazillion times over. I think my favourite part is when Jun and Sho are fighting over the room and Nino comes over and puts himself in the smallest place. (AHAHA, I CANNOT IMAGINE THIS HAPPENING, NINO, YOU SCROOGE). But I do not like the tiny TINY bit of random standing and singing in the middle of the PV. It's.. Uncalled for? Unnecessary.
After so much question about the whole "men being herbivorous" controversy and confusion that fans went through in my Korean fandom, the Herbivours have hit Japan. With a HUGE PICTURE of Nino and a puppy. Read the article, peeps.
In the Korean fandom, GD has released an MV of A Boy. I AM ECSTATIC ghlahskakjahdjkh!!! I wanted that and need it badly. Which is why I am still awake and about to sneak to the main com to dl and ipod version. RIGHT NOW.
Also, TOPPY HAS GOTTEN A PUPPY! I have no idea what to say other than GURGLE GURGLE it is SO CUTE. And now Boss and Gaho have a friend to play with! (who looks tremendously girly for such a manly man to keep as a pet.) IT'S NAME IS CHARLIE AHAHAHAHA. I feel that Top could squish it. Heck, I COULD SQUISH IT, it looks so precious! And with Gaho becoming huge and Boss being remotely huge... And their owners being small and tiny awesome, LIFE IS UPSIDE DOWN. Top has soooo turned the tables here.
I seriously doubt I will be getting a lot of sleep tonight.
Watching Episode 34-35 of Family Outing, Guest being Toppy, and I AM DYIIING. It's seriously this hilarious variety show and just as entertaining as Intimate Note. DYING. BAD. Then after this I want to watch the two GD episodes, and continue watching the episode with Kim Hyunjoong THEN watch the episode with Daniel Henney. SO BADLY.
After only ONE episode of Family Outing, I can say that: Jaesuk and Daesung are seriously STUPIDLY FUNNY. Chunhee has a really really REALLY manly voice (which was unexpected, idk why). Jongkook, Hyori and Yejin ARE SO FUNNY I WANTED TO CRY. AND AHHAHAHHA THE TWO OLDIES HAHAHHAA.
Maybe I will get a lot of sleep, just that it might be until noon tomorrow.
+ HAHAHA, am FINALLY using my Daesung label. I hardly use it, so this is my chance!
I would sign a contract with YG that states that I've sold my soul to them.
... If I weren't totally sold to Johnny's and Associates already. XDDDDDDD
For one thing, TOP. And RAPPING. It's so him like he was when he was still 'underground'.
Secondly, Seungri looking like a total DORK in his prep-school clothes.
Thirdly, WHAAAAT, TOPPY, what was that kiss? [it looked mighty fake from the second angle, btw]
Fourthly, any kiss that Toppy shared with Girl!Ri in all their parodies and whatnot definitely accumulates to more than that girl ever got in the filming, yo. [ahahaha, BB VIRUS!]
Fifthly, I'm pretty sure that's the girl from Youngbae's Look Only At Me MV. It happens, yo. The cheating on YB thing. It was no dream! AND WORSE, it's with TWO of your bandmates, Taeyang! XDDDDD
Seventhly, Jes, that is your self-proclaimed husbandddd. He looks smouldering *__*. June, YOUR BABY IS IN SOMETHING AHHAHAA. And he looks like such a preppy cute thing.
Nineteen looks like this amazing shit movie and I CANNOT WAIT FOR IT TO HIT THE SCREENS! And the internet ;D
This was the cupcake I hungrily devoured today. It was yummy. It was also baked by my class' Baking Competition team! I just realized that the sprinkles were tiny little multicoloured sugar-dinosaurs.
This is me and Jen at our booth: the Wheel of FORTUNE and MISFORTUNE.
So I was thinking about it, and technically, my Arashi-versary is in April while my News-versary is at the end of Novemer, because I only really started getting interested 'cause I wanted to hear how Ryo sang after watching him in Ryuusei.
I just wanna say:
News Winter Diamond Live is really really friggin' AMAZING. I have no CLUE what to say other than YESSSSS to it all, because it's damn awesome! The introductions were SO FUNNY HAHAHA SHIGE! ESPECIALLY THE MC HAHAHA "Kansha Kangeki Ame Arashi" and "Kansha Kangeki Ame Arare!" KOYAMA HAHAHAHA. Shige talked alot and the fans loved him. LIKE I DID. Ryo-chan didn't talk much ;___; I think he was losing his voice a little.
Once again, I LOVE SHIGE'S SHALALA TAMBOURINE. It's SO AWESOME and he's SO CUTE. Masupermas was HOT. I don't care what he was wearing! Tesshi's solo of Ai no Matador was good, but it made me a little sad that the others didn't sing it. Meanwhile, he's become MUCH MUCH better at his control! I used to hate how he always overdid his singing but now he sounds SO GOOD, not that he didn't before, but there's only so much vibrato I can take! Also, Ryo-chan makes my heart dokidoki. Was screaming at the smiling and the cute and the HOT at June's place yesterday. And Pi isn't that poodled yet!
Note to self, through Johnny's I have realized that the word Poodle is also a verb, and not only a noun.
ALSO! I realized that I now know TWO songs with people spelling V. I. C. T. O. R. Y. LOL. One is the maknae/Seungri/VI/Victory's STRONG BABY AHAHA, the other one is Kibou Yell! by NEWS. I am incredibly amused.
Have not finished disc two of NWPD, but have reached Murarisuto. WHO COMES UP WITH THESE HORNY INNUENDO FILLED LYRICS MAN! But SO CUTE KOYASHIGE! And... AND surprise CROSS DRESSING MEMBER WAS LIKE. Okay, I admit I really screamed the first time I saw it, because I have never EVER seen it live! Only on papa pics! Seriously though, the song starts with it all being dark, then the screen goes:
"Koyama Keiichirou" "Kato Shigeaki" "... are" "KOYASHIGE" "Which means..." "... are you feeling HORNY?!"
. . . JOHNNY HAS NO SHAME FOR THESE BOYS. THEY THEMSELVES HAVE NO SHAME! But it has a thousand plus points for catchiness, pink-sequined vests, plasticframed glasses (which I love on Shige, srsly) and KOYASHIGE. So much love flows out of me for them, no matter how much Johnny exploits their pride ;D
EDIT; YOU KNOW, was watching MOLA and all, and thought that Pi was actually MOONWALKING MJ style until I realized the stage was rotating. :D FAIIIIIIL!
Been pretty far from this blog, by my standards because I've been doing up and finding as well as posting things on WMSJAPAN2009!
ANYWAY.
AS OF YESTERDAY, November 3rd 2009, Arashi is now 10 years old! HAPPY ANNIVERSARY, BOYS! You know I love you. Technically it's been 10 years since the 1st single release, meaning A.RA.SHI the song is 10 years old. Arashi the band is a little older, September 15th being their debut day and all ;D
BUT TODAYYYY!
I wish the eldest member of BB a biggggg birthday! :DDDDDD
(this is the first BB member I have ever wished a birthday to.)
TOPPY!
Happy birthday, Choi Seunghyun. You are a wonderful person with amazing eyebrows and mad rapskills. I love you and the joy and stupidity you bring, especially through you not being a morning person, acting as the manly-man in all the BB plays and your fail!dancing. Yays.
ALL FANDOM POST, BEWARE! SPOILER ALERT! Watch the videos before reading the rambles, please and thanks!
So, NEWS actually got me thinking of better, happier things. I am grateful, for the moment until the badthoughts come back creeping.
Okay, so... We have categories! DO NOT LIKE, FAVOURITE(s?), EPIC FAIL!!!, and NOT REALLY APPEALING.
I just wanna show: DO NOT LIKE.
I'm a Pi fan, and you're a Pi fan. Or, maybe not.
I didn't like it.
Sorry, Pi fangirls of the world! It didn't appeal to me, much. If not at all. I don't like how they remixed it, and it reminded me alot of Super Junior's Sorry Sorry in the too-techno sense. Then. THEN the white costume. DID NOT LIKE. And was it just me, or did the male dancers and two females really remind me, or youuu, of Seungri's Strong Baby? 'Cause that was what I was reminded of. I dunno. I was hyped up for it, but now, well. No. Not really. I like Loveless more.
NOT APPEALING TO ME.
I like him, really, I do. But, this made me "hmm" and "meh" more than it did make me smile. I agree, his voice has improved a lot, but I still get the feeling of "trying a little bit too hard" in there. The concept is nice and all, but wet!Tego? Uhm. No. Trust me. Wet scenes are good. Like, Really, REALLY good? Like in NEWS' Taiyo no Namida or Big Bang's A Fool's Only Tears. This. Was not appealing. Tego looked more like a drowned cat. Still cute though! In a way I kinda wished Tego went all batshit on the mirror ala GD in Haru Haru MV. HAHAHA. A LOT OF ANGST. And there was a part in the middle where real!Tego isn't singing but mirror!Tego is, and when real!Tego joint in, I laughed SO HARD because his face was like all "yeah, FINE, okay, I'll do it. Sheesh."
EPIC FAIL!!!
I just. Well. I LAUGHED. Really. Not in the good sense. I love Koyamama like burning, I mean, BURNING because I'm serious he can be really hot, like in PERFORMANCES. But this. THIS WAS SO STUPIDLY HILARIOUS, I REALLY WANT TO DIE FROM IT. First of all, he looks like. Well. A stripper. Or something. I don't see why he had to get such a flashy costume for this PV at all! It looks like something that came out from the Johnny's Concert Closet, put through a shredding machine and had glue and sequins thrown over it. It DID however, accentuate his biceps, of which I am grateful for to show that K-chan is NOT A STICK. Also +points to random angsting on the bed. And a nice shot of stomach muscles. Ho ho ho. Still, fail!
So, Red-Pink-Purple is over. Koyategopi did not really appeal to me.
THE OTHER THREE, ON THE OTHER HAND, DID. Very much so.
YELLOW!
I will tell you, I was super amused at the costume in the beginning, and wondered if it would be something totally stupidly funny like Norazo's SUPERMAN or Daesung's Look at Me, Gwisoon!, but after the first few seconds, I then realized (again) that Massu is really really appealing to me. He's HOT. And Massuperman, I have no idea what the lyrics are about, but it's a HOT SONG. His dancing was really amazing, and if you watch the making of the PV at the end, you can see he choreographed it himself. I liked this an insane amount, and it was really nice to watch it after so much... Dislike and distaste from the first three. Very funny, very lovable, very Massu! d(^w^ )b
Now comes the hard part, but I've decided I won't take an ultimate favourite, because I love these two the BEST in NEWS anyway.
BLUE!
I seriously liked this an awful lot. This PV was completely different from the others, and I can only say it was really really beautiful. If I were to make screencaps of this PV, I would be able to take any of them and pass them off as banners or headers because the whole video has amazing lighting and concept. Ryo was really really powerful in this, and I do love code. This is the most professionally done music video out of the 6, and I think it really did capture the music and lyrics of the song. I loved everybit of the video relating to codes and Ryo phazing in and out of focus into letters and numbers and symbols really sent a shiver down my spine. I especially loved the ending because he smiled so wonderfully, and the making of the video is full of dimple-y Ryo smiles!
GREEN!
I really really really LOVE THIS. Note that I have switched from LIKE to LOVE right here. It's been such a while since I've fangirled over Shige, and truth be told, I really really do love him and his ridiculour "Elite" mentality! This music video was the last I watched out of the 6, and I'm grateful because it was really entertaining and SO CATCHY. The song is stuck in my head! I love how Shige portrayed so many characters (7, to be precise!), and he was fantastic at it, cosplay and all. AND REALLY, I had no IDEA that he was that girl in the first scene! He was all smiles and rockstar-ish attitude, and I love him all the more for it! Every bit of this made me tremendously happy, and I enjoyed it so much, the video, the idea, the song and the setting!
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Long fangirly rant over. Please bare with me, I am emotionally unstable and feel like rampaging all over my fandoms.
Recently I got myself thinking about,well, myself.
Again.
And I've realized that I really have no idea what I'm doing in life.
I mean, all throughout my life I know it's been about family, and friends and very importantly, studies, but I just feel particularly insecure recently. Now. Sure, I've been studying for... Most of my life, but suddenly it feels so petty and small. My grades aren't good. I admit that. I am not enjoying my time in the Science Stream. At all. I regret making the choice, but not entirely, because in a way, sure. This year was a test. Next year is the real challenge that I'll have to face to see if I'm capable of doing well and excelling and what I've been studying so far and what I will study next year.
Sometimes, I hate it. I'm more or less not happy at all with studying Biology, Chemistry and Physics. And Add Maths makes me so depressed sometimes, even when I'm not the lowest in the form, I can still be below average, and no, it doesn't help to know that so many more people failed as well when there are people (who I deem inhumane and extra-terrestrial ;D) who can score sky-high marks. And being a Catholic student in a Christian school makes me HAVE to take Bible Knowledge classes, and take the exam, and sometimes it really feels BAD to come out feeling pretty okay, then get the marks back and it's all in your face: "Hey! You failed/didn't fail your own religion! AWESOME!". Also, talks outside the exam hall were pretty hilarious about all our doubts about cheating during the exam. With this being our RELIGION and well, God knowing everything and all. We passed it off as a joke, but it really got me thinking about how much our faith to Him and of Him can actually be put into writing and into an exam paper.
Some friends get it, some friends don't. I see so many people in my class, my friends, whoever- looking at their marks, some much much higher than mine and above average, looking so depressed at getting some As, Bs, Cs or whatever, thinking they're not good enough. When people like me can be staring at a barely-there, on-the-dot pass mark and thinking, thank goodness I passed.
I envy those people who are never satisfied. Because I think I really am too easily satisfied, too aloof and too "okay, whatever". I get it, what's done is done, but it really doesn't make me feel any better, knowing that I should have worked harder.
I feel really, just quite lost.
I don't really know what to do anymore.
Quote Jack White from the White Stripes, "I don't know what to do with myself."
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I wonder how long all my fandoms will actually last me in life.
Meanwhile, the NEWS Winter Diamond Live is out on the internet. I was happy a while ago, but.
Now it doesn't seem that much euphoria inducing.
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Don't comment on this openly if you expect something deep from me. Please and thank you, I appreciate emails more than I do cbox messages.
Sorry if I killed anyone's eyes with the tinyness of this.
So, I figure that one easy way I'll be able to cross post my daily rambles would be via email. Which will help alot, I think, to keep both my blogger and my lj alive. So, friends on both sides, you might just see more of me in the future! ;D
Post title taken from the song that the characters Sa Woo and Hyun Jun were singing in episode 2 of IRIS.
Also.
I am completely, wholly and madly enthralled by this drama.
Which is really really saying something for me, considering the last serious serious drama I watched was... I dunno, Maou? This is only the second ever Korean drama I have ever watched, the first being Boys over Flowers, and I have to say that this is really really amazing.
And goshhh, I was so into episode 1 of it I was completely amazed and my lack of shallowness at the fact that I was enjoying it so much I didn't really notice or care when TOP was gonna show up. This is something right here because I more or less started off curious as to how TOP's acting is.
Now, serioussssly, LEE BYUNG HUN AND KIM TAE HEE FTWWWWW.
I'm soooo gone this holidays.
WHO KNOWS WHERE TO GO WATCH IRIS SUBBED ON THE INTERNET?! Viikii is down, meaning everything else like Dramacrazy or Mysoju is more or less dead. I am so sad because I have only watched 2 episodes and am dying for more more more.
yeah, since you went away hasn't been the same in my heart, all I got is pain could it be that I played a game to lose you, I can't maintain sunlight, moonlight, you lit my life, realize in the night while love shines bright can't let you go; we were meant for forever, baby let me know
this past without you, can't forget you letting me be, the cloud hanging above me raining on me; missing your touch nights get long and it's hard to clutch we apart; it breaks my heart it's all for the best girl you're my world in time my love unfurls till then wait for you girl
Title taken because TOPPY says it with such vigour and hand motion I died, completely.
ALSO:
I love the rap in Koe wo Kikasete so much. I love the whole song and the whole music video SO MUCH. It has such great angles and camera views, and the whole thing is just really really beautiful, I couldn't stop watching it. Hence, I watched it 5 times in a row before going to sleep yesterday.
When the HQ's come out, I am going to screencap a bazillion caps from it and make graphix, because they all look so good and amazing and HEY GORGEOUS SWEET AMAZING BABY-IES, I love you guys too much for my own sanity to be spared!
FOR NOW. UHM. For now I need to make myself a GD banner from it because he looks really really gorgeous in it. The angst and the emo in it made him look so good, I have zero doubts about why I am so attracted to him. You know, even from the pink-jumpsuit/train-conductor hat days of LOLLIPOP. I tried using the word beautiful on them and I got a weird look from Jen. Before she went on a little about Taeyang of course ;D Also, after school had a little "TOP!""TAEYANG!" "GD!" shouty not that loud... -ey, conversation with Jen and Sara. Sooo. XD
MEANWHILE, IN ARASHIVILLE!
My first thoughts were really just WHAAAAT? So I watched it. All the brilliant 3.5 minutes of more or less in sync dancing by Arashi [lols, Crazy Moon PV] to BB's Gara Gara GO! I don't know what to say. Speechless, fandom, speechless. Though I'm pretty sure the PV's been edited slightly to fit GGG, but heck. I am still blown away at this.
I have no doubts whatsoever why I love them all so much. So, so much.
STORMBANG! IS MY OT10 :)
IDK ANYMORE. Thanks, life. ;B
new tag: storm bang rainbow ot10 ;DDDD
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Also, the fact that Row called my blog "classy" makes me feel incredible amounts of great XD
Okay, TOKYO DOGS is definitely worth watching. And I have to say that I LOVE SHUN in this, and this is something new because I've never really thought that much of him, but now I've changed my mind because he's pretty awesome in this! Especially the "I love my job, I love my family too much" attitude. Not to mention Mizushii is SO FUNNY in this with his stupid AMERICAN! jokes. NARIMIYA HIROKI IN EPISODE ONE WAS ALSO LIKE EPICALLY GREAT FOR ME!
And and and, GAH. Ohitorisama is epic fun, and this is just after watching half an episode. Koike Teppei is seriously really really cute. AND it has Quiz Show II Producer lady and Kamiya-mama from Buzzer Beat as the president.
And Koe wo Kikasete by Big Bang as a themesong, NOTHING CAN GO WRONG WITH THIS. IT'S SO CUTE.
EEEEEEEEH. Jessie. Dustland Fairytale, it's like, stuck. In my head. Or something. I keep going online and looking for brushes and fonts and vectors, and those I like and want are ALL RELATED TO ROYALTY.
Also, this should cheer you up quite a bit! :D
I TOLD YOU IT MUST HAVE BEEN A WIG. Or he tired of it fast and got too many tear-drenched fanmails telling him not to become a walking advertisement for instant noodles.
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After much contemplation and watching, I've decided I really really like Butterfly. But still not as much as I love what I thought was to come out, A Boy. But Butterfly has this really nice feel to it, and I like that :D Magical. And GD smiles so much I can't NOT like it. It's too cute for words, and it's so dreamlike, I love it.
Also, Sunset Glow makes me sad. It's lyrics are actually so sad. It's uplifting, but bittersweet.
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Leoniversal Studios; a WMS Leo Club Carnival. Hope you all can support and make it! YAY, for done poster and promo on this blog :D
After watching Meet the Robinsons, I suddenly feel that life is really insignificant.
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You know,
Yesterday night, or should I say this MORNING, I had this really really hilariously stupid argument with Jessie about GTOP. LOLS. And now I really really really want to LOL so bad because it was really a super dumb lame argument. Full of NOOOOOOOs and YEEEEEEESes and other ridiculous bits in between about GYB Bffery and TODae. AND AND AND GD/"LAURA", aka GD and the girl on his Bedsheet.
HAHAHAHAHAHA. Uh. No one will ever get this, unless well, you were lurking in our private Gchat.
HINT: (to all those interested) Look up Laura. See what you get. Relate things, and voila.
You might just get something or someone secretly mentioned that was NOT metioned in this!
You know, only after going through all my blog settings and preferences did I notice, after something like 2 years, how to get my 'Post Titles' back, up and running. I haven't had one for ages because one of my previous templates didn't have it, and I left it like that because I didn't know where to change it back.
Fail, Sam. Fail.
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∅ Currently am waiting for Jessie to get online. Which, I have a feeling she might not. Meh. But I don't plan to sleep early as it is, so, whatever. My average sleeping time is usually 5 hours anyways.
∅ HEY HEY! Watched Meet the Robinsons on TV just now and I can honestly say that I was really really impressed by it. I laughed the hardest I have ever laughed in such a long while, it made me feel SO good just now. ;D What made it even better was the fact that Big Bang was on Videoscope on Channel V RIGHT AFTER! Thank you world (and self) for checking and channel surfing.
∅ In relation to BB on Channel V, VJ Dom is now my favourite VJ in the history of music channel VJs, period. Right before he played My Heaven, he said:
"The next video has a VERY PRETTY looking G-Dragon in it, so ladies, get ready to start screaming :)"
I have never been more happily entertained. I supposrt you, DOM! YOU ARE CLEARLY AWESOME.
∅ Right, also, I want to spazz a lot a lot a LOT about Tokei Jikake no Umbrella/Clockwork Umbrella, Arashi's My Girl B-Side. I really really am in love with the song, deeply raving about it! It is so amazingly catchy, I cannot stop thinking about it. It has an amazing background track, and the beginning just screams SEXAY, with the latin beat and seductive tones. I'm dying. Also, I missed Sakurap! I'm tremendously glad that Sho can showcase his rap in this now, I missed him :D Other than that, I think the sound of the song and the guys is really really great. Not to mention, the song has a total of ONE VERSE, the chorus, one rap segment, A LONG BRIDGE, and then the chorus, twice. In that order. It's so different from their other songs that were sometimes stereotypical, but I'm really really loving this. The bridge is also one of the hottest things to hit October, srsly. Remind me to get down to downloading Den of Room-0.
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The other day, Suan told me something that went along the lines of "Isn't it terrible how you sometimes treat random people you know better than those closest to you?" OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT, I know how I phrased it wasn't particularly nice or flowy, but, best I can do at this hour.
And the truth is that it's 100% true. Quite a few times I've thought this year about how I may have taken a person for granted, maybe once or twice that I've noticed, and maybe even more that I've went on about not knowing about. There have also been the times when I've felt and KNOWN that I've been taken for granted, but at this point, I'd rather not get to full of myself and start self-praising.
From now til the end of the year, I'm seriously going to start thinking and thanking all the people I owe this year to, in terms of helping me cope, giving me advice or just plain being there to listen and show that I'm not alone in something.
This year... This year I really do owe you alot. This year in 4W, I'm really really grateful to have you as this really close friend whose always been there, in class as a monitor as a friend and as a confidant. I've told you somethings that I haven't mentioned to others, let out things that I was keeping in to you, and I deeply appreciate it. I told you one before that if I were to be changed out of W, it most likely wouldn't make such an impact on me, because there are only so few in W that I would really wish to stay for, one of them being you ;D Tuition with you for more or less 3 hours every Saturday has been tiring in both classes, but eventhough my Saturdays are full days, I'm happy to have you around to share them with! No matter how many Your Mama jokes and stories about Russell Peters I have to sit through along with MR CHEW's lame jokes, I know I'll get through some of my hardest times.
Thanks for everything, Jen! Including the random times when I'd spazz about Arashi or BB to you, especially about how amazing they are (which they ARE), how much I love Nino and AIBA/I-BAR XDDDD, and GD GD GD. Not to mention you and your darling Taeyang, who is hotstuff. X) I hope you read this, because I know you do visit my blog every now and then, and I hope you enjoy listening to Black Ice!
Also, the other day, someone thanked me for not changing. I seriously did a double take because it was unexpected, but it really made me huge amounts of happy. To know that I haven't changed the way that I've sen so many of my friends and peers change, some for the worse and not for the better, it feels great. It feel exhilarating to know that in someone's eyes, I'm still the same person I was 4 year ago, if not (I hope) a little bit more mature. Thanks, Beii, it made my day :D
They're supposed to be BROTHERS in the video and I kinda wanna die. I HOPE IT'S A FUN VIDEO. Eventhough I'd really rather prefer Tokei Jikake no Umbrella, like srsly.
Also, GD's BUTTERFLY! The song that is not my favourite. I'm downloading this, so I refuse to watch the Youtube version.
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Today in BK I drew a new character on my question paper. Which I then had to rub off because I didn't know we had to tie it to the answer script. Stupid me. But I redrew it on a spare answer scrip instead!
She's a bunny-person. More rabbit than human. She has the ears and everything but hair as well, and the bow on her head is made out of carrot-fibre, as well as her clothes, and designed to be carrot like. The logo on her shirt is her own logo, a bent carrot to resemble a lightning bolt. Her skirt is mad and I KINDA LOVE IT. And she has this mecha cool staff that I think is superb cute.
Her name is Carrol Angora. Carrol as in 'Carol' with two 'R's, because her mum actually was going to name her CarroT, but forgot to dash the 't' in her birth cert :D YES THIS IS WHAT SAM'S BRAIN COMES UP WITH and when I still had an hour to kill in the exam hall. Also, Angora due to obvious reasons if you scrolled down in my last post :D
LOL, you guys so don't get me but I'll scan it sometime soon and post it!
[WARNING: THIS POST IS PIC HEAVY AND MIGHT KILL BANDWIDTH ;D]
EXAMS OVER!!!
- IN A DAY :D It's just BK, I'm not particularly worried. ... or caring about it. Sheesh.
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Just in case and if it's a possibility that you still read this, hi Lydiaaaa! I miss talking to you loads, but I've already replied you PM. Which made me happy to know you're doing okay and are still a live :D
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Firstly, I really really really need more scans of Toma
I am excited for this movie. He's such a talented actor, I'm always awed by him ♥ Part of me is sad that he never debuted (the part that cherishes performances with 4TOPS before Yamapi was pulled out to join NEWS), because Toma actually has a pretty good voice for a Johnny. Yes, I am serious. Not all Johnny's can sing, and I admit that the agency takes them in mainly for looks and cuteness.
GAH, today I overloaded myself with Cute and Giggles. Watched Mago Mago Arashi 33 and Shukudai 156, BOTH OF WHICH WERE AMAZING.
In MMA Ohmiya were sent to this tiny town called Haruna to be the grandchildren of this elderly couple whose son passed away 3 years before due to leukemia. So they helped them run the restaurant they own and prepared a special tranditional dance at the shrine. It was uber-cute and sweet. Nino and Obaa-chan made soba, and the noodle Nino made especially for Ohchan was THICK AS HECK and Ohno ate it which such a cute expression on his face. Ohno followed the Oji-chan to the shrine to learn the traditional dance then went out to eat manjuu with him. Cute cute cute. Also, I will SO DOWNLOAD MAGO MAGO ROWING CLUB. SERIOUSLY.
SHUKUDAI OMG. Inoue Mao Inoue MAO! SO CUTE. Anyway, had two-shots of the Hanadan couple because they HAD TO and one with Nino for Tenkimi, then Ohno wanted to try and everyone was like "...". Oh, LEADER.
CUTE. And I do like Jun's hair now. It's so short and cute and I really want to touch it because it looks amazing and swishy.
Tenkimi pair :D
Failed, Leader, Failed.
Anyway, Mao likes ice cream so they prepared lots of stuff for her, including this omg great Gelato freezer full of gelato!
Which, as you can see, was too heavy for Mattsun to push alone ;D
Then came this super HUGE 120 CM TALL PARFAIT. But, you know, Houston we have a problem, Mao dislikes eating whipped cream, which takes up about HALF of the parfait, seriously.
120 CM. That's the height of a 10 year old KID, PEOPLE.
12 KILOGRAMS. OF WHIPPED AND ICE CREAM.
Fail, Arashi, FAIL.
Then Aiba had his own little Ice Cream store, and because it was AIBA and AISU-KURIMU, he called it Ai-Ai. THE CUTE THIS MAN GIVES ME IS AMAZING, because he is also tremendous amounts of HOT STUFF. But he created a really disgusting flavour which will be discussed soon ;D
Oh Aiba. Your life is so hard.
Ew.. Seriously. THIS WAS THE WRONG WAY TO GO, AIBA.
Then there was a segment of what I now call Aiba's Pet Shop. Because they were looking for a new pet to keep Mao's new puppy company while she's at work :D This is, yes, a RABBIT. The Angora Rabbit :D
Angoraa~ MMM.
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ANYWAY, TO ROUND THINGS OFF, NEW BB PICS YESS!
I like this. Alot. Mainly because of TOPPY's face. And the glasses fhahjahjhs I am a sucker for him in glasses, esp ala Lollipop ;D
YEEEH! I spot Seunghyun/Seunghyun and TODae! And lonely Youngbae getting it down with the Mic :D
TWO WORDS. SEUNGHYUN's (Hyung, not maknae) SMILE. And the CANE. And PandaRiRudolf.
See, I was GOING to blog about GD's Shine a Light (I love that title, seriously, like how I love A Boy so much right now) solo con and all, but Kylin beat me to it. The video too! Hmm, I'm slow today ;D
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My internet is DYING.
I think I've downloded a total of 10GIGS of things this week alone. Partially due to new drama season and mostly because I'm downloading one big .rar of Quiz Show 2. Which is 6 gigs. <3
And this is Sam's exam week, people.
Note: EXAM'S OVER IN TWO DAYS YES YES YES. I CAN GET TO MY GIRLING AND IRISING AND COFFEE PRINCE-ING AND SAMURAI HIGHSCHOOLING AND TOKYO DOGSING AND OHITORISAMAING AND... What else did I have? BUZZER BEATING! YES YES YES! And I want to finish Konkatsu! and LOVE SHUFFLE, OMG FINALLY~
... Erm, yeah.
Not to mention plan what I want to get in Japan. If my host brings me shopping I swear I'll DIE if I get anywhere near a Johnny's Shop.
And and and, I will get hyped up for all the new things coming up!
- NEWS WINTER DIAMOND LIVE :DI AM EXCITED FOR THIS LIKE YOU CANNOT BELIEVE. - Koe wo Kikasete, BIG BANG release. - Yamapi's Loveless. - Arashi's MY GIRL :DDDDDDD YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES! My Girl, Tokei Jikake no Umbrella and NEW SONG HEEEEEEE ENTITLED, SUPER FRESH. Not to mention My Girl PV and THE MAKING OF IT. I have now decided that I am going to buy the LE edition of My Girl in Japan. Or... not. Evaluation!
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Also downloading, Arashi's ENTIRE DISCOGRAPHY. I'm going through all the 27 Singles for those I don't have and most of the B-sides. And the 2 remaining studio albums I don't have yet.
I want to be extremely in love and ready when the con dvd comes out, WHICH IS HAS TO, because HECK, 10 years is NOT SOMETHING SMALL.
Koe wo Kikasete, Big Bang; Theme to TBS Drama, Ohitorisama
Augh Chemistry. I am sad sad sad sad sad. 4 more days. FOUR MORE DAYS AND IT'LL ALL BE OVER.
Today, went to pick up renewed Passport. Met Peggy, Zhu Chung (I think I saw Hooi Ching as well, but not sure) and Nim there. Guh, I miss Nim la. Must meet up with her before she goes back to Mumbai ;D
DOWNLOADED FIRST TWO EPS OF IRIS. SO EXCITED. 4 more days and you get IRIS, My Girl, and OHITORISAMA, SAM. FOUR DAYS.
Alsoooo:
I still love him. I am repeating this over and over again, but yeaaah. The perm is still there oh dear. I'm convincing myself it's a wig though. But truthfully, okay, it's not that bad. OKAY, it's pretty odd, but not THAT bad. There's been worse. Or not, but that's besides the point.
I loved the clothes, and the cap in the middle. The dance for A Boy was pretty dang great, as well as the cap and the little bit of Billy Jean in the middle. Not the mention the smile. The smile is NUMBER ONE here. And the flipbook thing and the small add for Youngbae's comeback stage at the end. Aww.
So,
Perm apart, I can't stop watching it :D
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Finished TRC. I can't say I'm not a bit disappointed. Especially by something that happened to... Someone. And the Watanuki and Syaoran thing was... Unexpected, but maybe it's because I haven't been following xxxHOLiC.
Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle: Tokyo Revelations and Shunraiki after exams :D
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edits; Added:
Con DVD. Please. I beg you. Sakumiya and closeup Sho DEMANDS IT. GIMME GIMME JOHNNY!
Reading TRC from where I left off. Missed this terribly and I just recently realized it. It's completely finished, all 232 chapters of it. I'm at 197 and really looking forwards to seeing how it ends.
Now to the main part of fandom that I desperately neeeeeeed.
:D
MY GIRL IS OUT. I am extremely glad. Very very very veryyyy excited. After listening to whatever rips I have of the My Girl SONG, I am dead ready to watch some Aiba in the drama. I am excited excited excited! Because Aiba is Aiba, Mr Gorgeous-In-Every-Video-Aiba, my first Arashi love. Before Neen took over, but Aiba has this high standing special place in my heart.
Gor-geous.
Anyway. I, am extremely hyped up for Den of Room 0. Very very. Before this I was just a bit... Meh about the whole thing, but now thinking about it, I am excited to watch Oh-chan act again. Because I really did enjoy Maou and Utaoni a LOT, and well, Riida is Riida! I did NOT give much thought about the theme song Arashi is singing, Tokei Jikake no Umbrella or Clockwork Umbrella(okay, I think this is seriously a very cool name for a song.), until I properly listened to my HQ radio rip of it just now.
And guess what?
You're bringing sexy back.
My first thought was, oh-em-gee, that is an awesome spanish-like beginning. Then came Ohno's voice and I more or less stopped BREATHING. It is a really sexy song. To me. I welcome it entirely, I miss them HOT. And also? The return of Sakurap. Gah, I've missed you, Sho-chan! Since Believe!
The only thing I am disappointed about it is that it's NOT a Double A-side single. I am pretty unhappy about that because I DO like Tokei Jikake no Umbrella a little bit more than My Girl. Just saying, but I think it deserves a PV as well!
Talking about Sho-chan!
He's going to star in this new Documentary Drama thing about the 1995 earthquake that hit a part of Japan. I AM EXCITED YEEEEE.
AAAAND, talking about Japan.
Ohitorisama drama came out today, and I desperately want to watch it because:
-Eventhough I am unfamiliar with Koike Teppei, I do find him attractive. -BigBang sings the theme!!!!!
AND IT'S NICE. Typical drama theme, but HAY, the last 5 seconds of that preview has GDrap! EXCITEMENT? I heard no Toppy in the preview but still, EXCITEMENT!
But then back to Chem1 Chem2 Chem3 Addmaths2 Maths1 Bio3 Eng2 Com Moral and BK.
I am unhappy about the amount, but at least after that I'm HOME FREE and get down to business on my to do list ;D
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Also
[WARNING] High levels of radioactive activity and the occurrence of high pitched noises to be emmitted in the following post. Read at your own risk, because this is gonna be one of my all fandom posts, full of insane jumpiness and loud wail-y screams.
You have been warned.
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OH MY GOD.
Seriously, how AWAY have I been to NOT KNOW that this was coming out today?
All in all, I don't think it's that spectacular. Hahaha. It's not THAT memorable to me atm, but idk. I do like it, I'm just not head over heels dying for it like I was with GD. Or Youngbae's previous MVs. Still, it's YOUNGBAE. Man who's the tiny bundle of compressed awesome and is taking up space as my phone's wallpaper. With the other two hyungs, because that IS relevant.
I like the next song more. Wedding Dress, as played at the end of the MV. Excitement!!
I AM, Madly in love with his look in the MV. It has a pretty... Uh. Boring concept and it's reaaaally dark and reminds me a lot of Prayer[including Teddy, but less of him in this one]. BUT, I DO LOVE THE DANCING. GAH. This man can dance his way into any heart room. Well, yeah. This is why I love BB's 3 hyungs. Gah. So awesome. Not that I don't like the two babies, noooo.
WHICH LEADS ME TO
... Daesung is BACK!
Erm, yeah. He's in the middle. ;D You can see his squishy cheeks. THE HOSPITAL HAS NOT MADE HIM SKINNY, YEE! This was the Dream Concert that a whole buncha Kstars were on. YG refused to broadcast BB's perfs though, partially because Daesung was apparantly not top-TOP form [there is no pun intended here, srsly. as much as I love Big!Seunghyun (: ] and BB wasn't at optimal state blaa blaaaa. Screw you, YG and your perfectionism!
I would post a proper presspic of him alone and all, but you know, with the group and evenything. Since he's been away so looong. Annnnnd, I wanted to point out that, CHOREOGRAPHERS, next time please don't put YB next to Toppy. He's SO TALL it looks like Youngbae has gotten tinier. Fact not helped by Top's awesome-possum hat :B
... Am I the only one to have ever made this connection. XD
AND ONCE AGAIN
WHAT WHAT?
Before anything, I'd like to say I LOVE THAT PICTURE. GAH. *__* .. i can only see yb's eyes roflmao. the seunghyun-s look intense. xD
With all the debuts and comebacks from various groups in the K-pop world, it isn't surprising that Japan will also be joining in with the frenzy! With two singles under their belt, rumors are that the fellas of Big Bang are set to make a comeback in Japan with their third single titled, Let Me Hear Your Voice (Koe Wo Kikasete), on November 4th, 2009. If you remember, Big Bang did not promote their previous single, Gara Gara Go!!, due to Daesung's injuries and pushed promotions until the end of the year. Let Me Hear Your Voice is rumored to be the opening theme song for the upcoming Japanese drama, Ohitorisama (One Person). There have been conflicting reports that the title song for the drama is Am I Fallin' in Love? by Kitaguchi Kazusa.
Yeah, rumours rumours! BUT IF IT IS A GO, and it is not Kitaguchi Kazusa, I AM DAMN HAPPY. Ohitorisama sounds FUNNY AMAZING and stars Koike Tepper. Who is pretty cute, thought I know not much about him :D HAPPY AM I. BIG BANG. Drama THEME. Hello hello! This is the industry where Jobs come rolling in!
So okay, I can tell you that Physics 1 today was pretty much crap. But what's done is done, no point in dwelling.
Mmhmm! On the other hand, English was pretty okay, apart from the fact that I don't like what I wrote about the Ups and Downs of Teenage Life. I dunno. It sounded like a gossip column tabloid whatever thingiemajig. Hate hate hate. I just hope it's acceptable.
BM was.. Well. ... You get me.
So I was hanging around fandom!secrets because it's pretty damn awesome, and I saw this:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
I think I'm in love with the site, seriously. It brings out the worst and the best in people from ALL fandoms and idk, love? And LOLS, like 5 people thought that GD was a really hot androgynous girl.
HAHA PPL OF D WRLD, GD TTLY PWNS YOU.
hfsjhdjhkad I can't tell you how much I miss this character. And it is insane true that he is an egotistical coward. The Artemis Fowl mention is another win, damnit. D: I miss fangirling him and his actor, guh, Tom Felton the fisherman. DRACO, YOU'LL ALWAYS BE MY FIRST PLATINUM BLONDE CELEBRITY CRUSH!
Jes, in the meantime, hang around fandom!secrets. I have a feeling it's a place you'd like, and it's pretty awesome ;D I will be free soon. Also, 2NE1 IS PRETTY DAMN AWESOME. CL IS FIIIIIERCE! Also, go look up the Saturdays. I see faint traces of the Spice Girls in them. Potential? SHIT I CAN'T WAIT TO GET DOWN TO BZNS WITH YOU.
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So, apparently, all places on my school's Japan trip are filled up.
So I just spent one hour watching Phone Booth, which was the movie Koyama's butai Call was based on.
All I can say is? Awesomeawesomeawesomeawesomeawesome! To the point that I almost died in suspense. It was pretty good. I am such a sucker for suspense movies. When A Stranger Calls is one of the movies I have watched 3 times without getting tired of it. And Prom Night was fantastic. So now, this was a great suspenseful and psychologically brain busting thriller.
What sucks is that I am not ready, even after so much preparation; What sucks is that I am scared shitless, for being not ready; What sucks is that I am sick to the bone with sneezes and a blocked windpipe;
And that I have to start finals with all of this in mind (or what's left of it, all I see is fuzz due to a headache), and try to do well.
--- Also, to Jes. Hi. Dying due to coming exams too! Lucky for you, you guys finish before Deepavali Hols. You can erm, start the site without me? My exams finish in 2 weeks. TWO WEEKS. That means the next time you'll hear from me is like... on the 23rd. Yup.
Okay, I have compiled a list of things to do after Finals. [not thinking about the actualy task of facing Finals, I know, shut up]
After spending time in Mid Valley today and buying 3 new books as well as stare at A LOT of things at Speedy Video and Niko Niko Doh...
Reading List!
Necropolis, Anthony Horrowitz
The Host, Stephanie Meyers [for brainrot inducing times ;D]
Persuasion, Jane Austen
Catch-22, Joseph Heller[Waiting for this like burniiiing.]
The Complete Works of Oscar Wilde, Oscar Wilde[I can tell you I am freakishly excited about his. All 1098 pages of it makes me want exams to be over SO BAD. Complete works, meaning I will read Dorian Gray and Happy Prince all over again as well as everything else he wrote in his lifetime. Happy am I. ;D]
Watching List!
Anime!
Hetalia
Pandora Hearts
Saiunkoku Monogatari... aka, Colourcloud Palace, because I miss this shit.
Nabari no Ou
Higepyo, aka, Bearded Chick, of the bird kind.
CCS, all 70+ eps of it.
Phantom
... DOGS!
Kobato, starting soon!
Dramas!
Buzzer Beat [Last 3 eps]
Otomen [Full]
Love Shuffle [Full]
MY GIRL, Starting soon!
Konkatsu [2nd Half]
Samurai Highschool, starting soon!
Tokyo DOGS, starting soon!
Tenkimi, Nino's SP drama.
IRIS, TOP's new drama. If possible :d
BLACK AND WHITE, because it looks AWESOME.
IDOLING! ... because fandom always deserves a category!
ARASHI's NTV 50 Hour GOLDEN WEEK! Where they hijack JapanNTV for 50 hours of screentime in ONE WEEK.
NEWS DIAMOND PARY LIVE! Which I am super excited about. SUPER.
K9's PUZZLE TOUR DVD ;D lolyea.
Big Bang Documentary. Because I want some angst when Hyunseung had to leave D;
All I want to say, really?
--- haljslajskljslkj CHUSEOK WORLD SPECIAL. This is the show I watched yesterday on KBS World and suddenly BB and GD are on it on a seperate episode. PLEASE LET ASTRO AIR IT PLEASE PLEASE!
BB PERF. Last Farewell and HOW GEE, HAHHAHA. It's been a while! And Dae still isn't back, sad. D:
GD PERF. Please let me dieeeeeee. He performed Breathe, Hello and Station 1 Year! glhaldahlksalsjakljaklsj MY FAVOURITE HEARTBREAKER SONGS. HELLO YG AND GD, LET ME TELL YOU I LOVE YOU AND OWE YOU MY SOUL.
ALSO, + DARA for Hello, and BB VS 2NE1 DANCE BATTLE.
TODAY, (and I put that in CAPS because it's been a while since I've posted at reasonable times) was alright. It was actually pretty good today!
Today I received two things, which were both really unexpected, but made me a lot happier nonetheless.
Confidence (in me) and Acknowledgment (of me).
At least, that's how I think of them, even though the way they were presented were very different. I don't think anyone actually noticed, but my genki-level seriously upped alot after school, after thinking things through. Fooh, I feel cryptic.
Thank you.
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I feel good. ;D Also,
HAPPY 60th BIRTHDAY, CHINA!
Watched the Gala Show which was of EPIC proportions. I love my heritage like siao.
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ALSO, found papa-pics of Arashi at Kyocera Dome, from the Osaka con. XDD MATSUJUN'S HAIR, TIED UP, IS HOT STUFF. I will start having this, this mad liking for guys who have tied-ish hair. Mattsun is now one, and haha, GDGD Baby Baby! Also TOP's tiny pony tail in How Gee and Seungri's in Goodbye Baby XD HO HO HO. And Yamapi at SCPerf with MOLA.
edit; No, that is so not true 20 minutes later. I feel pretty euphoric BECAUSE I just saw recent BB pics (minus GD though) and lhsladljdlj DAESUNG IS BACK. And he's looking alright! This makes me very very happy ;D I was barely into the fandom whe he was in the accident, but this makes me happy, I've learnt to appreciate him alot more XD. Also, Toppy is looking mighty hot here. AND HAHAHA YOUNGBAE'S FACE! Whether they're filming a new group MV or it's Youngbae's new one or some random commercial, I feel excited! ARTICLE!
AND LOL, it's 1.52. HAHA Quote "I know it's late..." from BB's Stay. Daesung's voice in it is pretty damn fine ;3
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We interupt this program to say that SET3 BM IS CLEARLY MADE OF PURE WIN.
All of us were writing our Karangans today about childhood memories in the form of a letter to a friend. Jeremy and I chose to write to each other because we're weird like that ;D I think mine was super boring, until the part where I wrote about...
I remember one afternoon, we were out looking for our older brothers who had gone out to play without us. We found them stealing fruits from our neighbour's orchard. They were using sticks to snap the twigs suspending the mangoes and allowing the fruits to fall. Our presence shocked them, and they whacked a tree branch that had a beehive attached to it. The beehive fell to the orchard floor and thousands of bees lifted themselves from the broken hive and chased the four of us until we came to a river and jumped in, but not before they could sting us and cause some serious head swelling.
... Bland-ish, but it sounds waay better in BM. Also, idea totaly stolen from Yasmin's Petronas Commercial, of which a youtube link will be posted tomorrow.
Jeremy's was pretty damn awesome. He wrote about recently seeing me in the newspapers for winning a wushu competition, which, in his universe, I am a pro at xD Then this AWW SO SWEET bit about me helping him clean his wounds when he fell off a bike the first time we "met". Story-verse wise, anyway. The real way we met and properly talked involved lots of sick jokes and retardacy and science periods in form 2.
Lols.
--- Also, taking some space to elaborate and explain my new expressions/emotion labels: :) - happiness, contentment. :( - sadness, but not extensive. :D - euphoria and pure glee. :/ - slanty. meaning, I don't really know myself! ;( - emo.
looking through my tags, it makes me slightly disappointed that out of all, ;( was pretty much used the most.
the day I send this email will be the day I come to terms with myself. the day I send this email will either be the very beginning or the very end. the say I send this email will be the day that you stop taking me for granted. the say I send this email will be the day I be selfish and about my own wants and needs.
the day I send this email will hopefully be the day that you learn to see properly, listen properly, notice and pick up on things otherwise unseen, and think things through. the day I send this email will hopefully explain the amount of damage control I had to deal with, for both myself and for you. the day I send this email will be the day that I am truly proud of myself for caring less.
Lucky for you, today is not that day :)
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Oddly enough, I feel kinda lonely. Haha. And it's not because I'm more or less alone in my love for Justin Timberlake ;D
NEWS/News Live Diamond[Limited Edition] DVD 6190 yen US$69/89.9 Release Date:2009/11/04 Description:Live DVD release from NEWS featuring footage of their live performance "Winter Party Diamond Live Tour" at Kyocera Dome Osaka on January 12, 2009. Limited edition includes special music clips produced by each members and making-of for special footage directed by Hideaki Takizawa. Also includes 20-page booklet.
NEWS/News Live Diamond[Regular Edition] DVD 5619 yen US$63/89.9 Release Date:2009/11/04 Description:Live DVD release from NEWS featuring footage of their live performance "Winter Party Diamond Live Tour" at Kyocera Dome Osaka on January 12, 2009. Regular edition features 14-page jacket.
fhsahshsjkhss SO EXCITED. I MISS ALLLL OF THEM! Esp Shige and Ryo. RYO. MM. HEAR THAT, JO? YOU GOT JOHNNY'S COMING YOUR WAY!
I'm gonna put my BANGIN' and STORMING on hold, today is drown in NEWS playlist day!
AND OMG JOHNNY WHAT?!
Tomohisa Yamashita/Loveless[w/ DVD, Limited Edition / Type A] CDA 1429 yen US$16/89.9 Release Date:2009/11/18 Description:New single release from Tomohisa Yamashita (NEWS). Limited edition type A includes bonus DVD with music video and making-of. Features special jacket.
Tomohisa Yamashita/Loveless[Limited Edition / Type B] CDA 1143 yen US$13/89.9 Release Date:2009/11/18 Description:New single release from Tomohisa Yamashita (NEWS). Limited edition type B includes bonus track and *a photo of him taken by himself. Also includes 12-page booklet. *what what what HAHAHA. A PHOTO TAKEN BY HIMSELF?! That's.. a really odd freebie, Johnny.
Tomohisa Yamashita/Loveless[Regular Edition] CDA 952 yen US$11/89.9 Release Date:2009/11/18 Description:New single release from Tomohisa Yamashita (NEWS). Regular edition includes bonus track. Features special jacket.
AND AND AND!
NEWS member Tomohisa Yamashita (24) has scheduled his first solo concerts, to be held at Yokohama Arena this November. Just before that, he will also release a new solo single, his first in more than three years.
Yamashita's first single as a soloist was "Daite Senorita" in May 2006, used as the theme song of the drama series "Kurosagi." The song has sold more than 800,000 copies.
His new song is an R&B tune titled "Loveless." It will be released on November 18. Then, on November 21-23, he will do a total of five shows at the Yokohama Arena.
Death. I am so excited for Post Exams right now. NOT TO MENTION YOUNGBAE'S NEW SINGLE/ALBUM IS COMING OUT YAAAY! I'm waiting for his new 'Where U At' like mad.
BECAUSE I CAN BLOG AND YOUTUBE IS STILL AWESOME, SHIT THANK YOU FOR THIS, JUNE!
Jessie. Watch it, let it suck your brains out.
gshajshahsjkhd TOPPY BEATBOXING. YOU BEAT NAKAMARU ANYTIME, OKAYS! (I still like you, Maru, don't be sad. Just. Not the beatboxing. Nuh-uh.)
SEUNGRI. SEUNGRI AND HIS ASS. OMG, PLEASE KILL ME. JESSIE. It was like DRIVER CHOI all over again but it was SMALL Seunghyun and NOT BIG SEUNGHYUN THIS TIME!
Youngbae is pure unadulterated SEX AMAZING THIS TIME. And all the time, but still.
DAESUNG. I miss him. Alot. ;( "STOP SINGING!" LOLWHUT HAHAH!
JIYONGIE. Die die die die I've DIED. SO ADORABLE. "Act cute!" Clearly, I am not alone in the world. The world and Korea? LOVES ME TO DEATH. DEATH BY JIYONGIE WOULD NOT BE BAD OKAY.
[Today I took out my Neen poster to stare at. I love you, Neener-peen. :3. ]
Also, Jes, SOME GDYB LOVING. SO MUCH LOVE AND BFFERY. GAH. NOT GOOD FOR SOUL. OHNOES.
This is SAMQ, sometimes known as acidicparanoia, itsu or mayhemagenta, depending on where you are on the internet.. Chinese but Malaysian, and loves her heritage through and through. Quite sarcastic and very very blunt with a caustic tongue, as dubbed by her father. Hopes to one day become a designer of some sort, but that might just be a passing whim. Extremely paranoid and an overthinker. Sometimes a perfectionist and meticulous, but most times not at all. Does things last minute and never fails to admit and regret it. Defined as Lazy Slacking Procrastinator with no proper priorities in life (Especially when overly-addicted to her fandoms).
Most times in too deep and a little too much into everything. I love everything that has to do with culture, no matter which and what. I love being able to use chopsticks really well, and think they are man's greatest creation. I love soy milk like insanity, as well as any food or drink that has black sesame in it. Most importantly, I obsess and stalk the wondrous and rainbow-glittery Arashi and the snark that is Nino. I enjoy their rainbowgay and their member ai, along with their determination, sweat and tears. I love the Korean band BIG BANG insanely a lot, especially their talented Kwon Leader, the very fly G-Dragon aka Kwon Jiyong. Also, Wang Lee Hom ♥
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I have a huge liking for bracelets, bangles, beaded things and random jewelry. Am extremely feminine at heart, vain and selfish at times, but not a random boy chaser (unless you count my many celebrity crushes!). I love nail polish like crazy, along with the little stickers you can stick on them. People say I have a good imagination, but I say I daydream too much. I have kept a sticker collection ever since I was 4 years old, and still collect until today. I love things that have to do with craft and making things for others, and I crochet with my 21 balls of yarn that I share my room with. I also painfully enjoy beading, and love Hello Kitty and Sanrio.
I really really fear going down escalators, however unreasonable a phobia that is (Climacophobia, I believe.). Unlike many, I like eating smelly blue cheese and fermented tofu. I live to be in love with my iPod and continuously watch jdramas and Arashi/BigBang-related TV Shows and DVD releases, though they're only available to me through download, which kills my harddrive gig by gig. I love my phone, rickety old laptop and portable 250gigs of harddrive. Tea (especially the Bubble- kind!) is another random love, and so is milk. Enjoy blogging a lot but does it mainly here, and not on LJ. I love my friends, family, dogs: Kafka and Yoda, and my fighting fish: Taka and Yuuji.